This is the first of what will be many posts about Mr. & Mrs. Barbarian’s Polyamorous life.
First, I’ll give a brief background. Mrs. Barbarian and I were married in 1986, long before we became open barbarian heretics. We had not had premarital sex because we believed that to be morally wrong. What we found quickly after our marriage was that we had very different expectations of sex in marriage. She wanted quantity. Daily was her expected minimum and several times daily was preferred. Though some men would think this was heaven, I wasn’t made that way. I’ve always been more about the quality rather than quaintly. For just routine sex, a few times a week has always been fine for me, even in my 20’s. She didn’t (doesn’t) care about variety or surroundings; she just liked the services of a stiff penis and/or soft tongue as often as she could get it. This created tension with in the first week. In retrospect, had we believed that sex was a normal and wholesome part of the courtship (as we do now), it is likely we would not have gotten married due to this fundamental incompatibility.
It took me almost 5 years to come to the answer that, for her to be happily married to me, she needed the freedom to get sexual satisfaction from people other than me. So, in the early 90’s I told her she was free to take a lover. It took until 1996 before she was both ready and had the right opportunity. In the intervening time, nearly 17 years, she has had sex with around 100 men and women. Some were just “flings” others were deeply loving relationships, lasting for years. Although at first glance, 100 sexual partners may seem a lot, if you work that out over 17 years it is not so many, a hand full a year. Over the same period of time I have has less than half as many sexual partners, and until the past year, they were almost always part of her relationships, with me just joining in. Things have changed in the last year or so, but that is another story.
The key concept about our open marriage has not been that she does have sex with other people all the time, it is that she can have sex with other people whenever she chooses to. That distinction is important, because over 17 years there is a lot of life. There are a number of years when we were not sexual with anyone but each other and more than one year in which she had more than two dozen sexual partners. We were raising family, pursing education, caring for aging parents and just living our life. So there have been hot times and cold times, but in the background there was never a time when if she met a man (or woman) who hit her in just the right way that excited her libido, she couldn’t have sex with them if she choose. That is the true nature of an open marriage.
There are many fun and erotic stories over those years, and and few stories of difficulty, that I will be sharing on this blog as time goes by. But today I just want to make an update on what happened this week.
We are in the mitst of a “hot period”. In the last month she’s been out with 3 different men. We had a terrific threesome with one man and it was going great till we found out that his claim that his wife was cool with him having sex with us was not true and we got some hostile threats. So that relationship ended. She’s had hot make out sessions in her car with one guy 3 times in three weeks, where though she’s gotten practically naked and he’s brought her to over a dozen orgasms with his fingers, they have not had intercourse yet. And last night we met with yet a third guy.
Mrs. Barbarian was so sweet. Yesterday she calls me at work and asked me to meet with her a man she was meeting for dinner; a middle-aged divorced MBA. So we have dinner, he was very polite…a grandfather perhaps in his mid-late 50’s. Just dinner was not big deal, pleasant, but I wasn’t turned off or impressed. As always it would be her call whether this went forward to another date, or more. The vast majority of men, women or couples that she or we initially meet with never materialize into a friendship or sexual relationship.
Since we’d both come from work to meet and my “creep detector” had not gone off, I was able to leave them to have someone on one time after dinner. She arrived back at our home perhaps 30 minutes after I had and asked what I thought. I told her that he was nice. Then she surprised me when she asks if I thought he’d be a good playmate for me.
Now, she’s known I was interested sexually in men for over a decade, and she’s been very encouraging for me to explore that interest; after all she is a full bisexual who is equally happy in relationships or in bed with women or men. It has only been in the past year I have had a series of 3-somes where I’ve had oral sex with the man as well as the woman that has led me to self-identify as bisexual. So, last night, she told me that she had specifically set up the date because he was bisexual and thought I might like him. Now how sweet is that of her. How could I ask for a nicer wife?
This is the way we live. It’s not a one off experiment, but a way of life. We wouldn’t want to live any other way.